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Getting held trial in front of the Tengu; Kotaro taking the blame despite his wishes, getting cast out and forbidden to spend time among the Tengu.
( Because of you )
Form: Butter cracker
Shareable: No
Taken: Yes, offscreen
( Because of you )
Form: Butter cracker
Shareable: No
Taken: Yes, offscreen
Memory 35 - a father's strength
Dec. 22nd, 2011 06:37 pmWatching Kijin and Sohryuu together as they prepare for war, wishing he had ever had a father's gentle strength; speaking after with Sohryu (Vol 12, ch 62)
( I'm not that scared little boy anymore )
Form: Tea bag
Shareable: Yes, x3
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Yes, offscreen
( I'm not that scared little boy anymore )
Form: Tea bag
Shareable: Yes, x3
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Yes, offscreen
Skill: Aikido - trained as the heir to the Kurosaki family
Some basic self-defense! Not incredibly skilled because he was learning as a family duty rather than out of any particular drive to be a master, but still with some skill, since he was probably learning it for at least 5-10 years.
Not that he is ever allowed to demonstrate martial skills in the manga ever, we're just told he has them. Matsushita, really.
Earned Day 101
Form: Chocolate puzzle piece
Taken: No
Memory: Trying to save Tsuzuki from suicide and, when it looks like he can't, deciding to die with him because staying with him is better than living for just revenge; when they survive, deciding to live for revenge so he can move past it and just live with Tsuzuki
( Images behind cut )
Earned day 102
Form: Flask
Shareable: Yes, x3 total
Shared with: N/a
Some basic self-defense! Not incredibly skilled because he was learning as a family duty rather than out of any particular drive to be a master, but still with some skill, since he was probably learning it for at least 5-10 years.
Not that he is ever allowed to demonstrate martial skills in the manga ever, we're just told he has them. Matsushita, really.
Earned Day 101
Form: Chocolate puzzle piece
Taken: No
Memory: Trying to save Tsuzuki from suicide and, when it looks like he can't, deciding to die with him because staying with him is better than living for just revenge; when they survive, deciding to live for revenge so he can move past it and just live with Tsuzuki
( Images behind cut )
Earned day 102
Form: Flask
Shareable: Yes, x3 total
Shared with: N/a
Memory 32 & 33
Nov. 13th, 2011 05:50 pmMemory 32: Saving the hotel through fortuneteller cosplay (Vol 6, Ch 2-4)
This chapter, plus the two after.
Earned Day 96
Form: Party Blower
Shareable: Y, x5
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Yes
Memory 33: Hung over and investigating the Maria Wong case with Tsuzuki
From here to the end of the chapter.
Earned Day 97
Form: Sugar rose
Shareable: N
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Yes
This chapter, plus the two after.
Earned Day 96
Form: Party Blower
Shareable: Y, x5
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Yes
Memory 33: Hung over and investigating the Maria Wong case with Tsuzuki
From here to the end of the chapter.
Earned Day 97
Form: Sugar rose
Shareable: N
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Yes
Memory 31 - The Last Waltz
Nov. 3rd, 2011 10:34 pmGoing on a job with Tsuzuki to end a girl's life who is living past her time, and only able to observe as Tsuzuki falls in love with her first (The Last Waltz)
This chapter
Earned Day 94
Form: Monocle
Shareable: Yes (x8)
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Yes
This chapter
Earned Day 94
Form: Monocle
Shareable: Yes (x8)
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Yes
Memory 30 - L-level up???
Oct. 6th, 2011 08:40 pmWalking out while covered with burns and half his face missing to try to heal Kojiro, who got injured on his behalf, deliriously believing he can do it despite no previous ability to heal. But uh it works and everyone's pretty happy about that. Except Hisoka who still feels guilty. Hugs!!
( Images behind cut )
ow my skin and muscle
Earned Day 88
Form: Apple wine
Shareable: No
Taken: Yes
( Images behind cut )
ow my skin and muscle
Earned Day 88
Form: Apple wine
Shareable: No
Taken: Yes
Memory 29 - Murder on a cruise ship
Oct. 5th, 2011 06:38 pmThe first murder on the Queen Camellia (King of Swords 1)
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Notes:
- I can be a huge jerk sometimes oh my god :X
- Tarot cards??
- Well that's gross.
- DRACULA!!11
Earned Day 87
Form: Gold necklace
Shareable: Y, x5 (including user)
Shared with: N/a
Taken: No
( Images behind cut )
Notes:
- I can be a huge jerk sometimes oh my god :X
- Tarot cards??
- Well that's gross.
- DRACULA!!11
Earned Day 87
Form: Gold necklace
Shareable: Y, x5 (including user)
Shared with: N/a
Taken: No
Memory 28 - Yep still terrible
Sep. 29th, 2011 08:02 pmMuraki tying him to a bed with human hair, tormenting him a bit, then Tsuzuki rushing to his rescue and the two of them getting out of it (Nagasaki Ch. 3)
Starting here.
Notes:
- Tied to a vertical bed and slowly bleeding out because his bonds are razor-sharp enchanted hair of a murdered girl.
- Torture includes having major bones broken and all the marrow removed so Muraki can watch his regenerative skills
- Muraki removed the memory block on his rape/murder here.
- Told his method of death was because too fast a death would be an insult to someone as beautiful as him
- Told that he was secretly stalked by Muraki for the three years he died so Muraki could get his jollies.
- Kinda passes out, wakes up to see Tsuzuki and Muraki fighting. Helps protect some vampire girl.
- And then Tsuzuki got a hole blown in his spine (along with half his back) so he could protect Hisoka
- And then Tsuzuki and Hisoka used Hisoka's empathy to switch bodies, sticking Hisoka in the shattered spine body to work on healing it while Tsuzuki took out Muraki (COULD YOU MAYBE HAVE CALLED SUZAKU SOONER, TSUZUKI??? IDK LIKE BEFORE YOUR BACK GOT BLOWN UP??)
- But hey they got out of it okay! Not that Hisoka knows at the time. Because he passes out after using his healing factor on Tsuzuki's back and Tsuzuki hauls him home.
:'D
Earned day 86
Form: Ring
Shareable: No
Taken: No
Starting here.
Notes:
- Tied to a vertical bed and slowly bleeding out because his bonds are razor-sharp enchanted hair of a murdered girl.
- Torture includes having major bones broken and all the marrow removed so Muraki can watch his regenerative skills
- Muraki removed the memory block on his rape/murder here.
- Told his method of death was because too fast a death would be an insult to someone as beautiful as him
- Told that he was secretly stalked by Muraki for the three years he died so Muraki could get his jollies.
- Kinda passes out, wakes up to see Tsuzuki and Muraki fighting. Helps protect some vampire girl.
- And then Tsuzuki got a hole blown in his spine (along with half his back) so he could protect Hisoka
- And then Tsuzuki and Hisoka used Hisoka's empathy to switch bodies, sticking Hisoka in the shattered spine body to work on healing it while Tsuzuki took out Muraki (COULD YOU MAYBE HAVE CALLED SUZAKU SOONER, TSUZUKI??? IDK LIKE BEFORE YOUR BACK GOT BLOWN UP??)
- But hey they got out of it okay! Not that Hisoka knows at the time. Because he passes out after using his healing factor on Tsuzuki's back and Tsuzuki hauls him home.
:'D
Earned day 86
Form: Ring
Shareable: No
Taken: No
Muraki raping and cursing him (Nagasaki Ch. 3; additional details in a dream in King of Swords 4)
Obviously trigger warnings.
( Reference pages behind cut )
Additional note on this -- Whenever Hisoka has Muraki-related flashbacks, nightmares, trauma etc red curse lines will appear on his body. They don't show up on the hands, face, or neck, so they won't be visible if he's clothed, but if he's got his shirt off and is having Issues relating to Muraki they'll fade into visibility, basically. They don't do anything other than show up, though. (Actually using them to cause pain would be MURAKI'S skill.)
Earned day 83
Form: Bracelet of white-gold.
Shareable: Yes (2 total, one for you, one for someone else)
Shared with: N/a
Taken: Yes
Obviously trigger warnings.
( Reference pages behind cut )
Additional note on this -- Whenever Hisoka has Muraki-related flashbacks, nightmares, trauma etc red curse lines will appear on his body. They don't show up on the hands, face, or neck, so they won't be visible if he's clothed, but if he's got his shirt off and is having Issues relating to Muraki they'll fade into visibility, basically. They don't do anything other than show up, though. (Actually using them to cause pain would be MURAKI'S skill.)
Earned day 83
Form: Bracelet of white-gold.
Shareable: Yes (2 total, one for you, one for someone else)
Shared with: N/a
Taken: Yes
The homoerotic boys' school murders and Tsuzuki's saaaaaaaaadness
This chapter and the one after.
-Finally, an actual case
- wow what is with all the gender and sexuality issues in this pair of chapters seriously
- What is with all the (threats of) sexual violence in my life?!
- Tsuzuki is a moron don't invite me to go sleep with you like that!!
- Apparently Tsuzuki is popular in Hell.
- Got to be a little cool and protect Tsuzuki yeaaaaaaah.
- Tsuzuki vs self-hate vs me trying to yell sense into him :(
Earned Day 83
Shareable: No
Form: Bitter candy
Taken: Yes
This chapter and the one after.
-Finally, an actual case
- wow what is with all the gender and sexuality issues in this pair of chapters seriously
- What is with all the (threats of) sexual violence in my life?!
- Tsuzuki is a moron don't invite me to go sleep with you like that!!
- Apparently Tsuzuki is popular in Hell.
- Got to be a little cool and protect Tsuzuki yeaaaaaaah.
- Tsuzuki vs self-hate vs me trying to yell sense into him :(
Earned Day 83
Shareable: No
Form: Bitter candy
Taken: Yes
Memory 25 - An Angel named Destruction
Sep. 6th, 2011 08:32 pmMuraki's "Murder" and the resulting conversation with Tsubaki (King of Swords 2-3)
( Images behind cut )
:| Feelings.
Earned Day 79
Form: Snowman figurine
Shareable: Yes (7 uses)
Shared: N/a
Taken: No
( Images behind cut )
:| Feelings.
Earned Day 79
Form: Snowman figurine
Shareable: Yes (7 uses)
Shared: N/a
Taken: No
Memory 24 - Self-insert fanfiction
Aug. 22nd, 2011 09:35 pmTsuzuki getting trapped in the book, Hisoka reading it and hearing Tatsumi's backstory (the entirety of vol 5, as it is just a stupid AU about Tsuzuki inside a choose your own adventure story.)
Just what it says. Other than Tatsumi's backstory, it is entirely Tsuzuki somehow getting himself stuck in a book where the Count was writing a twisted romance story starring himself and girl Tsuzuki. OH NO HE IS TRAPPED FOREVER Or until Watari draws him free. I can't believe this was an entire volume of canon, guys. The volume can be found here for those who want to see Tsuzuki hitting on his alternate fanfictional female self because she reminds him of his sister.
Earned Day 76
Shareable: No
Form: Strawberry tart
Taken: Yes
Just what it says. Other than Tatsumi's backstory, it is entirely Tsuzuki somehow getting himself stuck in a book where the Count was writing a twisted romance story starring himself and girl Tsuzuki. OH NO HE IS TRAPPED FOREVER Or until Watari draws him free. I can't believe this was an entire volume of canon, guys. The volume can be found here for those who want to see Tsuzuki hitting on his alternate fanfictional female self because she reminds him of his sister.
Earned Day 76
Shareable: No
Form: Strawberry tart
Taken: Yes
Memory 23 - MY CACTUS D8
Aug. 9th, 2011 10:36 pmTrying to talk to Kurikara and getting brutally burned and attacked, and his cactus DIVES IN THE WAY TO PROTECT HIM AND DIES. Hisoka sobs over its tiny, tiny cowboy hat, clutched in his hands.
( Images behind cut )
Earned Day 73
Shareable: Yes (unlimited, but wears out over time)
Shared with: n/a
Form: BPAL imp (and obviously it has to be "Red Moon", right?)
Taken: No
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Earned Day 73
Shareable: Yes (unlimited, but wears out over time)
Shared with: n/a
Form: BPAL imp (and obviously it has to be "Red Moon", right?)
Taken: No
Memory 22 - Partners
Aug. 6th, 2011 10:17 pm* Opening up to Tsuzuki for the first time and deciding to stay with him (Nagasaki Ch. 3)
( Images behind cut )
Earned day 72
Shareable: Yes (3 total uses)
Shared: Natsume
Form: pocketwatch (windable)
Taken: Yes
( Images behind cut )
Earned day 72
Shareable: Yes (3 total uses)
Shared: Natsume
Form: pocketwatch (windable)
Taken: Yes
Memory 21 - hugs
Aug. 3rd, 2011 11:52 pm* Everyone hugging Hisoka because they worried about him -_- (Vol 12, Ch 62)
( Images behind cut )
idk apparently he hates boobsquishes.
Earned day 72
Shareable: No
Form: Cotton Candy
Taken: Yes
( Images behind cut )
idk apparently he hates boobsquishes.
Earned day 72
Shareable: No
Form: Cotton Candy
Taken: Yes
Memory 20 - rebuffed
Aug. 3rd, 2011 07:13 pmWorrying about Tsuzuki and getting rebuffed (Kyoto 3) (triv neg)
( Images behind cut )
Earned day 71
Shareable: No
Form: Foil-wrapped chocolate coin
Taken: Yes
( Images behind cut )
Earned day 71
Shareable: No
Form: Foil-wrapped chocolate coin
Taken: Yes
Memory 19 - Survivor's Guilt
Jul. 18th, 2011 08:19 pmFinding out that Sohryuu got mauled because of his actions, quietly freaking out
( Images behind cut )
Notes:
- This guy was mauled because of me
- ...I've got the sense a lot of people have been hurt because of me...
- +100 need to take responsibility for making decisions that hurt others
Received Day 66
Shareable: Yes (x7 total uses, 1 for Hisoka, 6 shares)
Shared with: [n/a]
Taken: Yes
( Images behind cut )
Notes:
- This guy was mauled because of me
- ...I've got the sense a lot of people have been hurt because of me...
- +100 need to take responsibility for making decisions that hurt others
Received Day 66
Shareable: Yes (x7 total uses, 1 for Hisoka, 6 shares)
Shared with: [n/a]
Taken: Yes
Memory 18 - heeeere's Tsuzuki
Jul. 10th, 2011 02:00 pm* Dressing as Hijiri and getting hacked apart and his eye gouged out by demon-possessed Tsuzuki (Devil's Trill 3)
( Images behind cut )
Notes:
- Tsuzuki already told him about this memory, but genuinely believes he killed "Hijiri", not Hisoka
- Hisoka knows he was deliberately dressed up and pretending to be Hijiri to be bait
- Thanks for eroticizing my death, demon in Tsuzuki, I really needed that. EXTREEEME discomfort over that part.
- Also ow. OW. Ow.
- But hey! Hijiri was okay!!1
Received Day 64
Shareable: Yes (x4 total uses, 1 for Hisoka, 3 shares)
Shared with: [n/a]
Taken: Yes
( Images behind cut )
Notes:
- Tsuzuki already told him about this memory, but genuinely believes he killed "Hijiri", not Hisoka
- Hisoka knows he was deliberately dressed up and pretending to be Hijiri to be bait
- Thanks for eroticizing my death, demon in Tsuzuki, I really needed that. EXTREEEME discomfort over that part.
- Also ow. OW. Ow.
- But hey! Hijiri was okay!!1
Received Day 64
Shareable: Yes (x4 total uses, 1 for Hisoka, 3 shares)
Shared with: [n/a]
Taken: Yes
Memory 17 - Comfort
Jul. 7th, 2011 06:45 pmBegging Tatsumi to stay with Tsuzuki, because he doesn't know how to help him. (Kyoto 4)
Whoops don't have a good translation of this online, will transcribe from Viz's version:
[Tatsumi and Hisoka are in a hotel room]
Hisoka: "How's Tsuzuki feeling?"
Tatsumi: "He's had a shock, but he should feel better after a little sleep. When he wakes up, we'll have to feed him something. Hotel food won't do, I'm afraid."
Hisoka: "Oh. I'll go buy something."
Tatsumi: "Good. I'll make a list. Wait here."
Hisoka: "Tatsumi... I'm going back to Shion tomorrow... with Watari."
Tatsumi: "What? "
Hisoka: "Please stay by his side. Tsuzuki's in bad shape. I've never seen him like that." (And I don't know how... to cheer people up or comfort them.) "I don't know what to do." [Voice bubble goes ragged, indicating he's starting to get louder and more distressed] "I'll probably end up saying something that hurts him again. You've known Tsuzuki longer than I have. You'll know better what to do for him."
Tatsumi: "... I only lasted three months with Tsuzuki, Kurosaki. I think you understand him far better than I do."
Hisoka: "But...!"
Tatsumi: "Hisoka, please. It's not the length of time that's important." (We kept hurting each other until our relationship fell apart. But you're different. Since you've been with him... You've at least learned to be... considerate.) "All right, this time I'll do it. But it's your turn next time. I'm sure he'd prefer you to me. Right?"
Hisoka: [STARE] "..." [SIGH]
(Unclear which of them is thinking/speaking): (Don't worry, Tatsumi. You can handle it.) "Right?"
Received Day 62
Form: Heart-shaped chocolate with pink peppermint filling
Shareable: No
Taken: Yes
Whoops don't have a good translation of this online, will transcribe from Viz's version:
[Tatsumi and Hisoka are in a hotel room]
Hisoka: "How's Tsuzuki feeling?"
Tatsumi: "He's had a shock, but he should feel better after a little sleep. When he wakes up, we'll have to feed him something. Hotel food won't do, I'm afraid."
Hisoka: "Oh. I'll go buy something."
Tatsumi: "Good. I'll make a list. Wait here."
Hisoka: "Tatsumi... I'm going back to Shion tomorrow... with Watari."
Tatsumi: "What? "
Hisoka: "Please stay by his side. Tsuzuki's in bad shape. I've never seen him like that." (And I don't know how... to cheer people up or comfort them.) "I don't know what to do." [Voice bubble goes ragged, indicating he's starting to get louder and more distressed] "I'll probably end up saying something that hurts him again. You've known Tsuzuki longer than I have. You'll know better what to do for him."
Tatsumi: "... I only lasted three months with Tsuzuki, Kurosaki. I think you understand him far better than I do."
Hisoka: "But...!"
Tatsumi: "Hisoka, please. It's not the length of time that's important." (We kept hurting each other until our relationship fell apart. But you're different. Since you've been with him... You've at least learned to be... considerate.) "All right, this time I'll do it. But it's your turn next time. I'm sure he'd prefer you to me. Right?"
Hisoka: [STARE] "..." [SIGH]
(Unclear which of them is thinking/speaking): (Don't worry, Tatsumi. You can handle it.) "Right?"
Received Day 62
Form: Heart-shaped chocolate with pink peppermint filling
Shareable: No
Taken: Yes
